Today i was thinking about Helen and how she had been talking about getting married. I certainly don't want to get married anytime soon and certainly not with Helen. Yea she is the channel five Golden girl and she is full of beauty but even with those features its still not enough to convince me. I want to tell her but i just cant seem to find it in me to break a girls heart like that. I mean we have been together for a year now, But she was only supposed to be my high school girl. Now here i am in college still dating Helen Rivers the channel five Golden girl. I mean i do owe her for standing by me that night. I don't know but somehow i'm going to break the news to her sometime soon.