Journal Entry 1

This is the first time i ever write a journal entry and i don't know how to start it but I'll just give it a shot anyway. My name is Barry Cox and i am currently enrolled at the University. My girlfriend is the Golden Girl at the channel five news station. Her name is Helen Rivers, one of the prettiest girl god has ever put on this earth for me to see. I've been dating her since high school and i really didn't think it would last this long to tell you the truth. I've been wanting to tell her that she is not the woman i want to marry and have a family with, but for some reason i cant. I would feel bad for her because she actually wants to get married. I guess I'll just have to wait for the right moment right? Anyway i just got off the phone with her and she didn't sound like herself. i know something is wrong. She asked me to come over to her place after work like around 7 p.m. I tried telling her that i was busy for the week. i have a lot of studying to get done. She rarely bothers me like that so it must be important. I might even be a little early, I'm anxious to hear what she has to say to me.